Love

So... It's late and I'm taking a little break from studying. Ever had the feeling your brain is going to explode if you learn one more thing? That is how I feel at the moment and it's not pleasant. I have finals tomorrow (actually today) and I'm kind of nervous. I just hope I can retain everything I've studied and do well.

Patrick is sleeping like a little, cute baby because he has to wake up early to study and take a final. I study a lot better late at night. If I go to bed and wake up early to study I just fall sleep the whole time. I'm what some might call a "night owl" and a grumpy morning person. But luckily this is my last late night of studying for a month! I can hardly wait. Want to know what I'm most looking forward to on this break? Do you like how I'm asking a question to the computer and to the imaginary people out there? Well, I can't wait to READ. A novel, not a textbook. I'm serious, I have had to hold myself back sooo many times from buying books that I have been wanting to read. I know if I buy them I will neglect my schoolwork and fall behind, which is something I don't really want to do. But after 7:00 Monday night, I can read as much as I want. And along with reading I will be cleaning our neglected apartment, buying toilet paper (yes we ran out a couple days ago and have been using tissues. TMI? Probably) and getting everything ready before we leave for Michigan. I am sooo excited. SO. SO. SO. It's going to be a great Christmas.

The reason for this post was to talk about how much I love my Patrick. He is my everything and my best friend. I've sadly had a lot of friends get divorced in the last couple of months and it breaks my heart. I can't imagine going through a divorce and I feel so bad for my friends. Its made me think about Pat and my relationship and made me realize I shouldn't take him for granted and that I need to make sure I'm being a good person and wife to him so that he doesn't have any doubt about our marriage. Cause seriously guys, he is amazing. I love him so much, and I'm definitely the happiest I have ever been. :) (see, the smiley face proves it)

Well, I have a lot more studying to do tonight. Wish me luck on finals!!!